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              A letter from an OSB in Rome: from Francesca Merlo (L 11-15). 
 
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            | “As mine was the last year to finish school before its closing in 2015 I  think it’s safe to say that I’m amongst the youngest of all of you reading. That’s  already a lot of pressure to be under, but to know that what you are reading is  not only by me but also about me is the next most difficult part. To those of you  whom I haven’t met, my name is Francesca Merlo, and I’m a 27 year old British/Italian  journalist and translator, currently working for the Vatican. 
 I think the best way to start is with the only thing I know we have in  common for sure, and that is, of course – in whatever form – St Bees School.
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            | I joined St Bees in the 4th form. It was 2011. I had lived  the first fourteen years of my life in Paris, and after one year of my family  and I living in Rome, we decided that boarding school might be a good idea for  me. Boarding school isn’t such a big thing in Italy and people always ask me  about it in awe. I tell them, now, that they were the best four years of my  life. And it’s true. 
 What a wonderful place to be a troubled teenager!
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            | I did get into some trouble when I first started, nothing particularly  exciting so I won’t go into too much detail about it. I’ll talk instead about a  time I didn’t get into trouble, when the men doing work outside Bega, my house,  found cigarette butts on the floor. I thought I was doomed, mainly because the cigarettes  I’d been throwing from the roof of Bega House were Camel, and (much to my  dismay) you couldn’t buy Camel cigarettes in England, and I was sure they would  trace them back to the only Italian girl on the house. Luckily my housemistress  at the time didn’t know much about British cigarette brands and she dropped the  charges for lack of evidence!
 
 By sixth form I’d become an exemplary student. I didn’t study particularly  hard, but I was well behaved and got along with all the staff and pupils. I  spent most of my time in the music department with Mrs Simper, who guided me  through my grade 8 singing, encouraged me to apply to sing with the National  Youth Choirs of Great Britain, and prepared me for my singing Diploma, which I eventually  passed. I wasn’t the best at sports, but I was captain of our newly formed  rugby team, led by Mr McNee, whom I had the pleasure to see in Rome recently  when he came with his son, and my friend, Fraser to watch Scotland beat Italy.  I also played hockey and was dubbed ‘feisty forward’ by the 1st XI  hockey team and by the McNernerys, who had hoodies printed for us with our  nicknames on the backs when the school said they couldn’t afford them. Ellie  McNerney is another dear friend and lived with me on Bega - if the Bulletin  ever opened a column on stories about friends, I would have many to tell about  her. Her parents also got me out of trouble a few times. The one I owe them for  the most was when Lydia, who boarded with us on weekdays, and I called them and  asked them if we could go and sleep at theirs instead of going back to house  because we’d drunk far too much fireball whisky watching the Italy rugby match  in the Carlisle Wetherspoons! They said yes, of course, and covered for us and  looked after us as parents do. After these cigarette and whisky stories, I must  promise you that I’ve become neither an alcoholic nor a chain-smoker, though I  do enjoy a whisky every so often (not fireball, which Denis, the American  exchange student had so excitedly brought us that day in ‘Spoons).
 
 It was Red Nose Day when the terrible announcement came. It had to  happen on the one day of the year we all came in dressed as our favourite  television characters. Mrs Malan, who was head of boarding at the time, came  down the corridor outside the salad room saying ‘prefects, gather everyone into  the sports hall.’ We didn’t ask any questions, she’d barely looked us in the  eyes, it clearly wasn’t a good time. So, we did as we were told and went around  the school shepherding everyone into the sports hall, where we sat,  cross-legged, with no teacher in sight and waited. Spiderman speculated someone  had died; Pippi Longstocking brought it down a notch and said someone was  probably ill. Lydia, who was just Lydia to me under her ridiculous 118 costume,  turned to me and said ‘whatever it is, it’s serious.’ It became serious to me,  too after that. It was when Mr Davies walked in, gown flying behind him, that I  looked at Lyd and with I don’t know what arrogance told her ‘the school’s  closing.’ We’d been hushed into silence by then, but she looked at me and mouthed  ‘No, I think he’s ill’, shaking her head. Then we all looked up, in unison, to  the man who knew everything.
 
 ‘St Bees School is officially closed.’ I think that’s all anyone heard.
 
 You all know what happened next. The campaign, the letters, the videos –  all useless. The school closed and we all went our separate ways.
 
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            | I went to Warwick to read French, Spanish and Arabic but dropped out  after a year and a half and went back to Rome, where my parents were still  living at the time. I had enrolled in a university there for translators and  interpreters, but I really just didn’t want to be at university. That was my first  mid-life crisis! Then one day, like every other, when I was supposed to be in  class at university I saw a notice, “ufficio placement/stage” (internship  office) and from then, everything changed. It took a couple of months to get  the paperwork sorted and in June I started my internship at the British Embassy  to the Holy See. I barely even knew what the Vatican was back then, let alone  the Holy See. |  |  
            | Francesca and the Pope during a meeting with the whole of the Vatican's  Dicastery for Communication (around 2019 or 2020) |  
            | Towards the end of my three-month internship, my wonderful  colleague encouraged me to apply for a job as a journalist at Vatican News/Vatican  Radio and five years later I am still there. (No, I never did get my degree.) 
 It’s perhaps worth noting that working for the church was the furthest  thing away from anything I had ever imagined, and the Rev. Swartz, with whom I  had a great relationship throughout my time at school, would only be even more  convinced of the existence of God if he knew what I was up to now! I got a G in  my GCSE religious studies, and if you don’t think that grade exists, Mr Swartz  would be able to confirm it! So it would seem that I was destined, in one form  or another to this church-related life. Don’t believe for a second, though,  that those who work as journalists in the Vatican will ever become nuns or priests.  Many of us are lay people and all of us tell the news in the same way that  other journalists do around the world. The job, however, is quite different.
 
 One of my favourite parts of the work is the reading, both on the radio  during the live news broadcast we conduct daily, but also at papal events. I  have the honour of providing the English-language translation at Pope Francis’  Wednesday General Audiences in St Peter’s Square. This is done in eight  different languages. I also provide the commentary for any live radio and  television broadcasts of his events. This means that anything the Pope does  that is televised has mine or one of my colleague’s voices explaining what is  going on and translating what he says for the anglophone world.
 
 
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            | Francesca reading at the Pope's Audience inside the Paul  VI Hall |  
            | We do the same kind of translations in writing. Each papal discourse is  translated into English and synthesised into an article for our web page. Each  article is then tightened and adjusted to be read for the radio, and then,  recorded and used on our broadcast. When I first arrived, I struggled with the theological  side of the translations. Most of what I knew about the liturgy and Biblical  passages came from my years singing. You’d be surprised at how many Bible  passages I knew off by heart, without knowing their provenance or real meaning.  I am no expert now, by any means, but everything does make much more sense when  I read and translate it, even the somewhat complicated ‘Vaticanese’ that some  of the cardinals speak.
 
 
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            | Taken on Christmas Day, after having provided  the English language commentary for the Holy Father's Urbi et Orbi  blessing (around 2019)
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            | But we don’t only speak about the Pope at Vatican News. The order of our  work is Pope, Vatican, Church and World. I am lucky to work in a varied team,  with colleagues from all over the Anglophone world, in which we each have our  areas of expertise and interest. My interests (as I doubt I will ever become an  expert in anything) lean more towards the humanitarian side of the church’s  work. I am lucky enough to have interviewed many interesting people in the  humanitarian field, from water distribution to migration and from conflict resolution  to human trafficking, to name but some. Some of these have been over the phone,  others via Zoom, and many in person as people come to the Vatican to meet with  Pope Francis, or to Rome for work. At times, I too, have gone to them. My job,  in fact, also allows me to travel.
 
 
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            | Francesca reading at the Pope's Audience inside the Paul  VI Hall |  
            | The first journey I went on was in my very first year working here at  the Vatican. I travelled to Panama where Pope Francis was attending World Youth  Day – an event that happens every four years and gathers young Catholics from  all over the world. I must say it was a great first journey.
 
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            | The next World Youth Day is actually taking place this year, having been  postponed for a year due to the Covid-19 pandemic, and I will be going to  Portugal at the beginning of August to cover it. Covid stopped a lot of the  travelling, as you know, but I have also been to Dubai for an interreligious  meeting, to Paris for a conference on women in leadership at the UNESCO  headquarters and to various places within Italy. 
 Vatican Radio offers its services in 48 different languages and so I  work in a building with people from over 60 different countries.
 
 
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            | Francesca reading at the Pope's Audience outside in St Peter's Square |  
            | It’s an  interesting place and we all work together, for ourselves but also for one  another. Anyone who interviews anyone does so in all the languages that person  speaks, especially when you are sent on journeys.
 
 I also run the Vatican News Instagram account, rapidly approaching its  first million followers. (Follow us!) There is a lot to say about working in  the Vatican, but I know that I have already totally gone over the requested  length for this article. Pope Francis himself has stressed that a homily should  be no longer that ten minutes, I think that can be applied to anything.
 
 
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            | A group photo during the meeting with the whole of the Vatican's  Dicastery for Communication (around 2019 or 2020) - Francesca is in the third or  fourth row on the left
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            | I’d like to conclude with a memory of my first  meeting with Pope Francis, or Papa Francesco. I have grown extremely fond of  him over the years. Impossible not to when you follow his every word and every  movement, so much so that you begin to think you can recognise his mood or how  he is feeling from the way he walks and the way he talks. But no matter how  much you think you know him it is always exciting when you see him approaching  you to shake your hand. You see this white mystical figure coming towards you  and he humanises himself, going off route and making the Gendarmes (Vatican  Police) and Swiss Guards (Pope’s private guards) around him panic, just to say  good morning to you, knowing you are working for him, to give you his hand, to  smile at you. The first time, I shook his hand with both my hands and I really  didn’t know what to say: ‘Nice to meet you. I’m Francesca.’ ‘Nice to meet you,  too. I’m Francesco’, was the reply.”
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